I was incapable of doing anything on my own, I had to be taken care of because I had no confidence in myself or the Lord. When I was 26 years old I idolized a woman by the name of Elizabeth.
All of my negative emotions boiled up in me but this time anger was the dominant one. Upon hearing the news I went home, wrote a murder-suicide note, and got a gun. Then I shot and killed my wife and shot myself, but I survived. I was sentenced to 30 years to life in prison and thought my life was over.
Then the Lord met me in prison. I came to the realization that I am a sinner who deserved death and Hell but was offered the free gift of salvation. After spending 25 years in prison I was paroled to U-Turn for Christ and once again the Lord met me. I have experience love and acceptance here. I haven’t felt judged here because everyone here has realized they need the Lord just like I did and do every day. I am really grateful for my new life in Christ and during this period of my life the emotion that dominates my life is joy